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This couldn't be happening.

He'd seen the tapes. The archived historic documentation. Explain in detail what was happening. How the killing game worked. Kokichi knew from beginning to end what they were in for the moment the body discovery announcement had played. From the moment he'd come face to face with the first casualty of this nightmare scenario.

History repeating itself in the form of Ran crumpled in a pool of his own blood and the crushing dread that it had been one of his closest friends who had done it.

And yet as the collar descended from the ceiling to whisk Kei away—Kei, Kokichi still couldn't comprehend—it only now struck him how truly screwed they all were.

That's right. The executions of the Blackened were publicized.

The piano rose from the ground in the execution chamber with a rumble, and despite her acceptance, Kei's confused scream reverberated out as she was dumped unceremoniously on the comically large keys. Kokichi looked apprehensively around at the others, gauging their reactions. Of course they all didn't remember a thing. This would all be completely unexpected to them.

They were meant to watch.

Watch as the shining beacon of the group was made an example of.

A hush fell over the chamber as Monokuma lifted his arms in a mocking pantomime of a conductor. The Monokubz flanked the piano with ropes and pulleys. The rope on the collar was pulled taught, yanking Kei to her feet and leaving her to balance precariously on her tip-toes on the keys.

Kei, the cheer and music of their group.

Monokuma waved his arms, and the recital began. Kokichi and the others could do nothing but watch.

Kei, the heart and soul.

Watch as she was lifted and dragged by her neck across the keys, choking and grasping at the collar to alleviate the pressure any way she could.

Kei, who was first to check in on you after a mission.

Watch as she was plunked down on key after key, the briefest respite as she was allowed a gasp or cough of air.

Kei, who'd laid with Ran on the floor, talking out his frustrations after he'd destroyed the kitchen in a fit of rage.

Watch as her feet scrabbled at the keys for purchase as she was lifted again and again, pressing them at random in a garish, off-key mash of notes.

Kei, who'd shined through to everyone even after forgetting, bringing them all together again.

Watch in abject horror as the minutes dragged on into hours, as her gasps turned into wheezes, her face turning red and then blue and the purple, each note only giving her just enough air to barely take her to the next, as it slowly dawned on them all that piano recitals typically last for up to two hours.

Kei... Who was no longer Kei but Akamatsu.

A stranger wearing Kokichi's dear friend's face.

Just like a real recital, there was a cruel fifteen-minute intermission. Nobody could actually leave, the execution chamber eerily quiet save for the choked wheezes of Akamatsu tip-toeing helplessly on the keys, unable to speak without wasting precious air, only able to look down at them with pleading eyes. Kokichi averted his gaze. No one said a word, dumbstruck and horrified at the cruelty. What could they have possibly said in this situation?

Some had dispersed throughout the chamber—Yumeno, Chabashira, Shirogane, Kiibo, Hoshi—huddled in the corner, not wanting to humiliate Akamatsu further by watching the pathetic display.

And some—Saihara, Harukawa, Shinguuji, Toujou, Momota—maybe because it was the only thing they could do, maybe because it felt cruel to let her die alone, with no one acknowledging the horror, forced themselves to keep watching.

And then it began all over again, faster.

Kokichi continued to watch with them. For Kei's sake. For Akamatsu's sake.

Akamatsu, who didn't listen to a word Kokichi had said.

Continued to watch as her eyes rolled back in her head, the light finally starting to leave them as her raw, bloody fingers slipped from the collar.

Akamatsu, who just assumed she'd known best because she had everyone's best interests at heart.

Continued to watch as they continued to play for another forty minutes after her body went still, swinging her lifeless corpse across the keys.

Akamatsu, who took the stupid risk to take down the Mastermind herself. To kill, and now Ran was dead, and now she was, too.

Continued to watch as by the end, as if that hadn't been enough, the lid slowly swung closed, snapping down on her like the jaw of a monster, reducing her body to an unrecognizable, dehumanized splatter of blood and gore sent spraying all over the remaining members.

Akamatsu, the Blackened, no more.

But still, at least to Kokichi, undeniably Kei.

Stubborn, overoptimistic Kei, whom Kokichi had failed to protect from herself.

How could he, their true leader, the only one who knew who they all were, have been so useless...?

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"Because... you've forgotten about me."

None of them remembered. Not Kai, not Shu, not even Kii.

"Huh? Forgotten!?" Not Kei, either.

Kokichi stood there outside his dorm room door, a stranger standing in front of him wearing his dear friend's face.

"I can't bear it anymore! I haven't forgotten! I've been thinking about you this whole time!"

How did they do it? Why was he the only one who remembered? Just to twist the knife?

"Are you lying again?"

Kokichi's chest tightened, and he choked down the urge to agree.

Breathe in... Breathe out...

"No," he muscled out around the lie lodged in his throat. "I wish I was...but even I'm not that good at lying."

Kei—Akamatsu—did not look convinced. Kokichi stuttered out an awkward laugh.

"Ah-haha... I may be an evil supreme leader, but even my lies have standards."

She stared at him for a moment, gauging the validity of his words. He'd never seen such a careful, suspicious look on Kei's face before. Not directed at him, at least. Darkness and static started to tease at the corners of his vision the longer Akamatsu scrutinized him.

Stop it, stop looking at me like that with her face.

Kokichi was going to throw up.

"O-Okay," she finally conceded, "then if you're not lying, can you help me jog my memory so I can remember? Like, where we met or what was going on when we met... Stuff like that."

"Hmmm, let's see." Don't lie. Don't lie. "We met..."

It's Kei. He trusted her.

"... under hostile circumstances similar to this." A piano performance in a rundown bar three years ago. A young girl trying to bring the drunken adults some levity in the depths of No Man's Land.

Akamatsu blinked in surprise. "Huh?"

"You sheltered me while I was on the run from my enemies." Kokichi ducking into the crowd to wait out a tail. A convenient hiding place in plain sight.

Breathe in... Breathe out...

"With your piano skills, you managed to raise enough money to fund my escape..." Years of performances around the world, years of spreading hope through the arts and collecting donations to fund their projects, years of a growing group with an aspiration to save the world.

There was no recollection on Akamatsu's face. She didn't understand at all. Couldn't understand. The vague description—Kokichi's way of waltzing around the details in a well-spun lie—was entirely lost on her. Of course it was, she was just a stranger now. A stranger with no experience in deciphering Kokichi's codes, and as such was blocked off from the sensitive information hidden within. Kokichi felt her disbelieving eyes burning into him, eyes that could no longer be trusted.

The eyes of the Foundation watching carefully for him to spill all their secrets and their plans.

Ah, it made sense now.

This wasn't Kei anymore. She was little more than a vessel through which they could probe him. A stranger. An imposter. They all were. It's not like it mattered anymore. Those plans had gone up in smoke the moment of their capture.

The moment Kokichi had gotten too comfortable risking the lives of his friends.

"But then I betrayed you! I sold you out to my enemies and you were swiftly killed!" His stomach churned. He couldn't bear the sight as Akamatsu's expression slowly morphed from one of confusion to one of frustration.

His world was ending.

"That was all a lie!"

No, it had already ended.

"Yup, it sure was! We met each other here!" He retracted it all, the lie waiting in his throat rolling easily off his tongue. "I can't believe you fell for that, Akamatsu-chan. You're such a sucker."

When she finally left, Kokichi shut the door and slumped against it.

Breathe in... Breathe out...

Breathe in... Breathe out...

How did you breathe again? Kokichi couldn't fathom it. His chest was moving, but the oxygen didn't seem to make it to his head. He couldn't feel his body as it slid down to the floor. His scalp stung. When had his hands tangled in his hair? The static chased the thought away. What did it matter? What was he supposed to do, really? All he could feel was the weight of everyone he ever loved, gone, replaced with complete strangers.

Breathe in... Breathe... in...? Breathe...!

In the back of his mind, familiar gazes all tore into him with distrust.

Who Am I?

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